Blood Angel

I’M STILL ME

I’m not a young as I used to be
But when I look in the mirror I still see ME.
The same red hair, same eyes that glow
The same young girl that I used to know.
Not much has changed over the years
Though life has changed through the tears.
I still feel the same as I did back then
But looking back, I see where I’ve been.
What brought me to this place in time
The memories I’ve left behind.
The joy, the sadness, and sometimes pain
I look to the future and what I have to gain.
Yes, I’m still ME, somewhat wiser now
Not the young girl, but still me somehow.
I don’t feel older, even if I should
I’m as young as I feel, and I feel good!

Beginning as it was
One small word of hello
Now things have moved on
Every thought goes to you
Good love
Devoted hearts aligned
Energy spent holding on
Insight triggered by desire
Good times
Hearts filled with joy
To each other entwined
For always and forever
Only us two
Rapture and Pleasure
Toward one another
You alone are my love.

Down a new path we journey
Under the protection of our love
Now the way is made clear
Coming together, you and me.
All things past are faded
Now is our time to love.

Partners together forever
Always hand in hand
Time is on our side now
To be as we understand
Every thought for each other
Remembering what we need
So much love between us
Only us together
Now through eternity.

In my heart
Love is a tender touch
Open for the feelings to come
Vast emotions
Ever present to some
Yet distant devotions
One heart alone
Until we are one.

Entering into the vast ocean
of darkness
called pain
My heart is set adrift in
loneliness once again
Confusion abounds
Not a word
Not a sound
The blackness engulfs me
Filling me with emptiness
No longer hear your sootheing voice
Or feel you soft caress
Sadness overwhelms me
The hurt too much to bear
To know I can’t be with you
When someone else is there.

A ringing phone
A voice in the night
Your tender words
Holding me tight.
I close my eyes
I feel you near
Your comforting love
That holds me so dear.
Your voice in the night
But not as it seems
Asleep in my bed
With you in my dreams.

Into our lives
Befall us, in times of woe
In times of times past
That cherished happiness
So fleeting from our grasp.
Hold fast
The love of trust and
Patience, for all things in time
Through the pain and anguish
For we shall overcome.

The miles seem long, the distance wide
And my heart aches to be by your side.
The weather is cold as the north wind blows,
Yet my soul feels warmth in spite of the storm.
I close my eyes and feel you near,
Your comforting presence as if you were here.
You hold me close and whisper my name,
Touching my heart; Away with the pain!
You promise your love for eternity
And as we kiss, I vow the same thing.
The miles seem long, the distance wide,
But we’re already together
When we close our eyes.

I close my eyes and let the tender thoughts of
you creep slowly into my mind as a soft whisper.
Touching my soul.
Images of you fill my head.
Wonderful pictures I can play and rewind only
to play again over and over.
A tiny glimpse into our future,
Perhaps a memory of our past.
Love eternal, yet waiting to be discovered;
Uncovered.
Remembered from lives and loves ago,
Of times past
Our future is yet to be.

Your words are drifting out
Like waves upon an endless sea
And where your words are
Calling out,
There you will find me.
Floating through the air
Blowing in the wind
Gentle whispers, tender words
Words like songs that never end.
Sounds of harmony
Lyrics gently tugging at my heart
Music to my open mind,
Calling out,
There you will find me.