Blood Angel

In my heart
Love is a tender touch
Open for the feelings to come
Vast emotions
Ever present to some
Yet distant devotions
One heart alone
Until we are one.

Entering into the vast ocean
of darkness
called pain
My heart is set adrift in
loneliness once again
Confusion abounds
Not a word
Not a sound
The blackness engulfs me
Filling me with emptiness
No longer hear your sootheing voice
Or feel you soft caress
Sadness overwhelms me
The hurt too much to bear
To know I can’t be with you
When someone else is there.

A ringing phone
A voice in the night
Your tender words
Holding me tight.
I close my eyes
I feel you near
Your comforting love
That holds me so dear.
Your voice in the night
But not as it seems
Asleep in my bed
With you in my dreams.

It’s Time…

Hear me whisper…It’s time!   We are ready to begin our journey together…into darkness.  Take comfort in my words to you…let them soothe your troubled thoughts.

Hear only my voice now, whispering into your mind and soul.  Listen…listen to the softness.  Trust in me to guide you, to lead you. to take you down the path.   There is no fear now…it is gone.  All that remains is the quiet and the darkness.  Take my hand…let us make this journey into blood…together.

Calmly you choose…whom shall it be?  Follow closely…never making a sound.  Observing…learning all the necessary steps…the details.  Everything covered…Sshhhhh…listen to the quiet.  The right moment to seize the opportunity…you know…we know.

Allow me to show you…to guide your hand.  Watch as I rise and look through your eyes at what is before us.  The blood is upon us…covering us in the warm red liqiuid.  Feel the blood…the blood on our hands.  Feel the ecstasy as it surrounds us!  Know that this is what you are meant to be.  Feel the power as the blood sets you at ease and my whispers settle back into your mind…into your heart.  Smile…you’re free now…we are complete…complete in the blood.

*Blood Angel*

I whisper in your thoughts and you can feel me deep inside of you…I know you do, I feel it too.  We are becoming as one.  Your thoughts are mine…your feelings are mine…you are mine!  You belong to me now just as I belong to you.

Feel my gentle touch…hear my soft whisper…guiding you, ever so slowly toward your destiny.  Those thoughts and feelings you try to deny, you know you can’t resist me…it’s impossible. They will pass as we become closer together in the darkness.

The touch…that feeling…the soft whisper…that uncontrollable need and desire…that’s me engulfing your heart and soul.  You have nothing to fear any longer.  Patience is the key as I ease you into my realm…into me.  As we become complete you will feel the strength and power that I freely give to you, growing…growing stronger allowing you to become what you already know you are.

It’s getting closer…and closer…and closer!

*Blood Angel*

Into our lives
Befall us, in times of woe
In times of times past
That cherished happiness
So fleeting from our grasp.
Hold fast
The love of trust and
Patience, for all things in time
Through the pain and anguish
For we shall overcome.

The miles seem long, the distance wide
And my heart aches to be by your side.
The weather is cold as the north wind blows,
Yet my soul feels warmth in spite of the storm.
I close my eyes and feel you near,
Your comforting presence as if you were here.
You hold me close and whisper my name,
Touching my heart; Away with the pain!
You promise your love for eternity
And as we kiss, I vow the same thing.
The miles seem long, the distance wide,
But we’re already together
When we close our eyes.

It happened again, I knew it would.
The depression gives way to the darkness and dispair
Slowly it creeps over me like a shadow entering my soul
I can’t stop it…I have no control!
Deeper and stronger it grows inside me
Pulling me further into the abyss.
There is no escape (and do I really want to?)

It was a simple plan
Supposed to be fun and games
The aftermath was stunning and
The blade of my knife was gleaming.

He didn’t scream (I wouldn’t allow it)
Just one small whimper is all that came out of him.
Except for the blood…lots and lots of blood
Hot…Sticky oceans of warm red liquid.

I ease in my knife and it slides right into his chest
With a twist of the jagged blade I rip him apart
to hold the final thumps of his blood soaked beating
heart in my hand.
I smile as the blood drips from me.

Regards, Susan

Listen carefully to my calming voice…let me guide you as you engage in your day to day activities.  Do not Fear the Evil you feel lurking inside you.  Hold the Evil…nay…Embrace it!  Fear will only destroy your mind from within.

Allow me to come closer…to touch you…to remove the Fear.  That same Fear that holds you back from becoming what you know you’re meant to become.
The secret…ah, the secret!  For you alone to hear my soft whispers, and take you to that special place in your mind where we can share in the darkness…together!

Smile on the outside…no one can see the Evil on the inside.  No one will ever know…I promise!  Only us two will know of our Dark and Evil secrets and of my soft whispers to capture your heart and soul.  You belong to me now, and I have become a part of you…forever!

*Blood Angel*

I close my eyes and let the tender thoughts of
you creep slowly into my mind as a soft whisper.
Touching my soul.
Images of you fill my head.
Wonderful pictures I can play and rewind only
to play again over and over.
A tiny glimpse into our future,
Perhaps a memory of our past.
Love eternal, yet waiting to be discovered;
Uncovered.
Remembered from lives and loves ago,
Of times past
Our future is yet to be.